MY WORLD

FEELING SAD FOR MJ U R LOVED

2009-07-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

RIP IDOL micheal ..U're loved by the World!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the one n only best talented person in this planet~~~

2008-11-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

ystd work banquet at singapore museum Novus e dinning restuarant worx all e rich people din in de.. so stress i spoil e Champagne was lucky enough tt e grass nv broke if nt muz pay..'=X
7 dollar n hour nt a vy nice job to handle i think nt worth it..

2008-10-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

juz cm bk from work very piss off at work.. so busy order juz won't stop coming td.. T.T gt blister i hold the hotplate i didn't realised wat i was doing..i hold it while it's at stand by mode..darn really gt disttracted nowadays..
navy's all i hope for..i'll achieve it..=)i wanna be rich!!!!!!!

2008-10-21T19:29:00.003+08:00

Had been thinking of e innovative project n research lately...
innovative so Fuck up.. NYP's fuck up..
innovative everywhere.. everywhere's fuckup..
project's killer i really gt no creativity in me..
sad sad sad emo i'm so emo..

Firstday of sch only have project le..)=

2008-10-13T22:39:00.004+08:00

Innovative.. that's my firstlesson td.. innovative == money..
have to bulid our project once again..bulid thing that's new in e market..i'm empty right now..Keep snezzing every now n then .. shit i hate my job.. wanna quit le.. i'm thinking of getting sponsorship..50k end of three years..wifout failing any module..
Navy here i cm..=)

2008-10-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

Juz cm bk from workz..td's working wif new partners.. lei tao n Glen.. they're fast lei in chinese's lightning..really are lightning.. they speed r supbefast..really gt a long way to go..alot to learn..
hais tired looking at myself in e mirror i only saw misery..

2008-10-10T11:47:00.002+08:00

Tough working wif my partner yestd..i was doing order n after tat he was like kpkb at e side of me..Asking me to wash e ragg for him Fuck him standing there doing nth expect his mouth..PCB sickening@#%*&#!!!
#.# gt burn again.. manager was watching me at e side i was so stress...piew.. gt burn muz pertend nth has happen ='X..i think i'm too clumsy le at e kitchen.. should be quiting soon..dun think i could carry on animore.. reached home 12 plus yestd..=.=

2008-10-08T00:02:00.004+08:00

TD went to malaysia..in e morning..rush from JB all e way to work 5 pm..shoope abt 3.15 at city square..saw lots of wallet i love.. billabong..all those cool design i know were to buy nxt time i need 1 ^^..hais td work in kitchen..easy bt tough gonna break lots of egg//='X.. e shell cut though my fingers.. was like freaking hurt.. finger nail too long le..piew..think i quiting soon.. cos work short period of time only..dun feel to carry on animore.@.@

2008-10-04T00:47:00.004+08:00

Life's tragical..hais tired..work outside was stress.. everything gonna take care..
mixed e wrong sauce..gt a freaking scolding from manager..so pissed off td.. waited 40 ++ min for e bus..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
work till foot pain.. back ache..jia lat..G.G
X.X when closing tat's my experssion..pain's all over my face..
carry lots of stuff..
mob e floor.. service suckzzzzzzzz
i enjoy cooking doing order..(=splash splash woot....
hahas only thing's good td's cook e Spaghetti wif e tobasco sauce.. was really flaming.. my lips are swollen..very strong e spice.. really.. i put too much le.. blame my creativity..lolz.. my partner eat le also tears fall down..hehe felt so guilty..

2008-10-03T11:59:00.005+08:00

Ystd working at imm was cool..work in e kitchen..wif lots of fun..working wif them really's enjoyment..
They're like my buddy..;)jock alot..
closing's easy.. juz splash water over the floor..splash here n there..=)//(=^^
I finally love my job in e kitchen le..bt td work as service.. serve food de =(siansiansian
work at 6pm..to 11pm..reached home abt midnghzz

2008-10-01T12:09:00.002+08:00

After yestd night i finally had a waken up..u say tat u can't love it's okies.. i dun feel worthy i've made u lose faith..
I've no self-esteem.. To gain back ur trust.. U'll be fine wifout me..after looking ur post once again.. u say u regret tis r/s i'm vy upset..i feel i'm worthless in u..i've love u so much yet i gt tis comment out of u..nvm tat's my life..i'm fail to make u my girl..
I'll listen alrite u say u can't love.. i wun le..

2008-09-30T00:19:00.020+08:00

I know i've let u down..i've break ur heart..;(i dun wan to find excuse for myself..i've been a disappiontment..i dun expect u to forgive me.. let me be to one wooing u..i really glad tat u did try to salvage our r/s..i've really regretted for my own doing all e shit i say..jealousy has killed me..wo hen ai ni yean ting..i'll wait till u totally forgotten him..even it takes forever..
i wun make empty promise le..i swear to our love..

Working's tough at lot1 closing's tough at imm..Bt most of e time imm's more relax..cos alot helper..everytime u msg me after work.. i feel fortunate.. bt also scare tat i might disturb ur sleep nxt day for sch..
it's nt tat i dun reply.. i really feel e comfort u was like so caring to me.. i can feel ur feelings towards me.. i dun dare say it's love..u need time to accept me..althought u've bade me goodbye..i'll wait..
I"LL WAIT ;))AI NI O YEAN TING..(=

2008-09-28T19:08:00.002+08:00

I should've know tat i'll be such a mess..i'm really curious that's y..i've been a fool..i should have know u still feel for me looking back e msg u msg me..
i wun forgive myself..
no point pleading it's all over..
i deserve it.. i told u in e start lying to sum1 u love's unforgivable..i sounded like a jocker by then i'm 1 lousy fool..i'm greedy i wan e ture out of u..

First day of work's killer..at cck

2008-09-23T08:53:00.007+08:00

So many people eating e pepperlunch at lot 1 yestd..darm gonna learn cooking le..hais shouldn't have agree to help out at lot 1..;'(gana burn le my hand n e hand becm more rough after working..i dun wanna be chief;'(...so many things to rmb..;(
Working at IMM's better more helper my friend no need to cook at e outlet.. i need to cook at e store;'( he's a assitant chief tat help out wif taking meat weighing it only no cooking for him so unfair..
Still gonna learn e jap word ONEGAISHIMASU means "yes please" chief need to used tis word everytime u r done cooking..dun quite know how to pronounce..

Working location change to cck le..;)sad thing's kan't work wif choong hao le..

2008-09-22T10:33:00.008+08:00

Really hope work td will be easy...work start at 5 pm so late..
so borring at home..wish i could work morning to night everyday..
Really sorry yean ting.. I juz dun feel tat u'll feel for me the way u used to..
i'm kind of losing hope after reading ur recent post too..things are nt working out i had to agree..i think it better tat we stop our r/s forget abt patching too.. cos i know u wun forget him tat's a fact..i say those stuff cos i know there's no future btw us..let nt waste time..
Perhaps u made the right choice leaving me..i dun see the greatest in me.. i'm nobody..
ur friend nora's right we shouldn't have started..
try loving sumone's tough dun bother to try..dun love me if u really dun or u kan't i dunno wat's in u now..

working's long n slow..

2008-09-20T15:38:00.004+08:00

worrking as cashier was super siok lar.. time fly's like nobody bussiness,,
hate to help out to wipe trays..wipe till hand rough rough le..;'(
muaaarrrr,, hope every day can work morning shif.. manage's a fuck up lady.. super sian when she around check here n there..
td working till lunch time gt a lunatic lady..super inpatience de..scold everyone that work as waiter n chief.. lucky i only work as cashier.. there's tis china girl looking super cute de.. work as e waitress;)..hahas i so shy to even tok to her.. bt can see ever time she come back serving e hotplate to costumer.. so cute n pretty de..OMG looking at her full my appetite le..
no looks nth poor me..;(
hahas speaking of looks there tis japanese men walking in placing e order using jap.. so ps i dun know a think abt jap i was lucky enough that he speak english..>.<>

td parrot juz die;'(

2008-09-15T17:24:00.002+08:00

PARROT PARROT YESTD JUZ POST U TD U DIE LE..;'(ARGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY ALRITE..
MAY GOD BLESS U..
Td interview at pepper lunch was successful...Most likely can get the job..
stress on exam result now.. pressure's even painful then losing my girl..arggggggggg
i 1 sponsorship.. NAVAL SYSTEM SPECIALIST- RADAR NAVIGATION SPECIALIST..;)
honourable position..^.^
As for yean ting i dun wanna stress animore on u..u're hurt i dun wanna poison u again..loving u's to see u stressfree^^nt owning u stressing on u..
guys like me's nt deserving..nt deserving to have u as a life partner..
we'll be good..sure we'll.. there's still good guys around derrick's an example..u guys chat well i'm jealous initially bt after some self reflection do the trick i can't give u a happy future sumone else might..

Sunday weather's warm again

2008-09-14T14:47:00.005+08:00

Yestd dad adopt a baby parrot hahas taken those pics using phone..

Weather's freaking de hot....;((((

2008-09-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

Yestd ate two mooncakes Champagne favour de>.< n durians favour mooncake nice n sweet..
haiz td weather's killer bath twice le..';(

2008-09-12T11:13:00.002+08:00

HAD BEEN READING BOOKS RECENTLY BOOKS BY JAN COFFEY... NICE NICE ^.^ TRILLER>.<
SEEING YEANTING R GETING OFF WELL WIF HIS BESTIES I'M HAPPY N DELIGHT...
DERRICK U R A LUCKY ONE HAHAS..TREASURE EVER R/S.. ALRITE MUZ STAY HAPPY...

holiday's slow n sloppyzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-09-09T08:10:00.001+08:00

Everyone's busy i need a job badly~~~~..+.+
X.X
=.=
~.~

hais holiday's so long~~~~

2008-09-08T18:01:00.004+08:00

Now life without GF i only can spend time on gym...gym whole day yestd..thks cousin.. hais no more outing wif u guys le;'(..u start school le..;(((hais.. i can't get over yean ting why why why..i ask myself countless of time le..;'(
T.T miserable..
friend n co ask me to forget abt her..she's stated so clearly le.. friends say this to me..why am i still hoping for hope??? why;'(i dun wan a new start i dun wan it..another painful relastionship really will kills me..i'll die i swear i'll.. people say new end of a r/s's e new beginning..bt i dun seems to think so..first love's like tat i dun think e nxt'll be sweet..hais.. i dun wanna stress so much on love le.. i know i'm stressing too much..on u n on everything.. u say u wanted to be alone i respect ur disc..
looking bk our past's so sweet..still hope for e day..where we're sweet again..
Cousin john n Cousin donald dun abandon me.. dun go sch dun go NS...;(((((((

I know i'm too much le..i've got enough time to got through le..sorry for all this trouble all along..i've realised i'm a pain..

2008-09-07T10:28:00.005+08:00

Sorry for e past few days i'm juz nt used wif u leaving me all out of sudden bt i've gotten through le..Thkq for ur scolding really clear up my thoughts.. thkq really.. i'll try to love again n i hope u'll too..although i dun know if u'll get to read tis.. there'll be lots of guys waiting out there for u..
Dun lose faith in love alrite..u deserve better^.^..
i hope we can still talk..as pure friends.. it's ok.. i dun dare to ask for forgivement..i'm really a pain i've realised..
all the best alright muz really take care..;)

still read those msg we send each other when i'm in love..

2008-09-04T11:10:00.006+08:00

I dun ever have those happy times wif u le..but the only thing i could do is to read n review back those msg u send me when i'm handling wif my exam.. really thkq fer ur support i know i wun have it now..i'm useless..stupid to lose u..i feel like a fool ..i'm e most unfortunate man now.. everything's gone evrything..
ur encouragement's priceless to me..
really miss those days..although it's short.. bt at least i've it once.. ur concern's my fortune..ur love's priceless..
i've to accept ur gone..like i say i really juz wan u happy.. i know u love him bt i tell u i'm sure he didn't feel e same..i juz happen to know.. i didn't say tat becos i wan u back.. i say becos i didn't wan u to sink..loving sumone tt dun love u's painful..
i really treasure those moment wif u..
i juz need time to get over u..
i hope u still review our past keep those smses..like i did..
when it's gone it's gone fer good..;((dun forget abt us..
although we r saperated.. i still care for u..always will..

I've broken up wif my girl bt still can't get over nt fer e time being

2008-09-03T19:34:00.006+08:00

Today suppose to go malaysia bt i really nt in the mood to travel...
so mum took me to takashimaya.. moon cake fair.. lots of sample...
bt no mood to test.. cos i saw loving couple walking down e streets really recalled alot holding hands..knowing tat i kan't hold ur hand anymore i feel e emptyness out of it..T.Twhywhycan't we be like them.. i'm really alone now hais.. really breakdown inside feeling e pain out of it it's bleeding..i know i shouldn't feel tis way cos i know u dun feel for me animore le..;(
didn't even received ur msg.. i feel tat u juz wan me out of ur live..
i dun know why r u so hard on me tis time.. i really dun.. i didn't cheat on u..
i juz wanna hold on to u tat's all..
as i say i wun love again.. i'm a let down..a disgrace to man.. i shouldn't be cry i can't stop every now n then... mum nearly spot me crying.. hais

Yean Ting Lao Po forgive me pls

2008-09-02T12:40:00.010+08:00

Yestd night i messed up wif my girl n i...
Now she's ignoring me.. i turely regret saying tis stupid stuff.. i've hurt u badly..
I really hated myself hate it... i almost lose my wife..
i dun blame her fer being like tis i'm a jerk perhap she did right... a guy like me will nv give her happiness.. i've let her down ;(
had a arguement wif my sis tis aftenoon.. she msg lao po.. as her fer e money out of e dinner on our first month i was really angry tat time... really angry
i feel ashame even now i'm wif yean ting..i dun know how she'll see me as... perhap n asshole...
i'm e shit disgrace to e man becos of my sis..
lao po if u really need more time to consider it's fine wif me
I really didn't wan a breakup... pls dun we say wanna hold hand dao lao....
muz really mean it ok..
i wanna hold ur hand till we have white hair..
even till death..
so pls stay strong forgive me tis once i'll nv repeat it again le..let our love be strong
juz once i'll nv repeat myself i'll always be faithful to u..
If u really wanna breakup it's ok.. a jerk like me dun deserve a girl like u.. I really enjoy being wif u .. I enjoy holding ur hand .. i feel e happiness out of it..
i will always love u even u dun..
u always be my life as long as u live i'll be there fer u..
i really treasure our relationship hope it'll nv end..
u r my first love n last... it's either u or nothing..my life would be empty without u..
Tell me ok after u finish considering.. i'll respect ur decision.. perhaps i dun even deserve a chances ..
u always say u r nt good fer me .. i tell u i'm e worst..
i dun deserve ur love ..i dun deserve a wife like u..
bt let me tell u wo still AI NI..i've the faith to be single ferever perhaps... i wun love anymore without u...
No woman can be in my life again le... i assure u..
tis i promise u..Really if u wan a break up i'll be a monk forever
wif all viewers witnesses!!!
my 1 n only lee yean ting>.<or nthing else...........................................................................

me n my wife de first anniversary

2008-08-28T11:15:00.001+08:00

LAO PO FINNALLY CAN SEE U after my exam..
Love u so much ok.. Ai ni
chang chang jiu jiu ...
muahaha my chi suckzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Promise u there will be more anniversary in future i mean it..

2008-08-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

edited pic..

study study n study

hell hell hell hell hellhell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell boyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2 more paper ter go yohoo!!!

2008-08-22T08:50:00.000+08:00

yestd paper's was okok.. bt first question already draw wrongly le...
bluhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hahas nv mind i think still can pass.. b or c no d...
if d i'll commit suicide///
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down
down
down
---splash blood splashall over e floor.... muahaha!!!
hais 2 more 2 more pain.... piow~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahas darkest fear's over mathssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
sound alot like poisonous snake....
hahas i wun die de dun have the courage ter jump ...sob sob/// maybe taking pillsss muahaha..

my stress killer

2008-08-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

my favourite band since young..

I used ter listen ter them when i was primary 3.. love them..

my primary's at new town primary..from p1-3..

p3-6 at south view primary sch..

hahas before maths exam i listen ter them too..killes all my nervousness n stress..

thks girl girl lao po ai ni OOO!!!

I know when he's been on your mind

That distant look is in your eyes

I thought with time you'd realize it's over,

overIt's not the way I choose to live

And something somewhere's gotta give

A share in this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fightsomeone who isn't even there

I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair
Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fall

When you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it allOr are we just friends

Is this how it endsWith a simple telephone call

You leave me here with nothing at all
There are time it seems to me

I'm sharing you with memories

I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it

Then there's times you look at me

As thought I'm all that you could seeThose times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it
Don't make me promises baby you never didknow how to keep them well

I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it allOr nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fallWhen you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it allOr are we just friends

Is this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at all
Cuz you and I

Could lose it all if you've got no more room

Nowhere inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it allOr Nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fallIt's now or never
Is it allOr Nothing at all

When you reach the bottom it's now or never

Is it all Or are we just friendsIs this how it ends

With a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at all

my wife n my world

2008-08-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

THIS GLOW PIC TAKEN AT ZOO

NICE NICE

LOVE IT

GIRL GIRL NXT TIME BRING U THERE O..

YO JUZ DONE WIF ANALOGUE STUDIES ..YESTD..

TD IT COME'S DOWN TER MATHS..

YOHOO.... SOB SOB MATH'S TOUGH..

JUZ messed up girl girl blog... fell so guilty... sorry girl girl didn't mean ter... thanks fer all ur hard work..

i'll buy u a bigger ring in future ter make up ter u...blink blink!!!@.@

hehe...
wo ai ni ferever....
lao po yean ting(priscilla) muackzzzz....

That's me.... PIC taken at GRANT ROYAL PARK HOTEL DINNING AT MY BRO'S BIRTHDAY ... HAPPY 17 BRO..

THAT'S MY PRETTY WIFE ....MUACKZ AI NI O!!!

LOTs LOTs OF HER PIC YO HOO....>.<>

My wife love her even ter death...

MY LIFE'S COLORFUL WIF HER AROUNG..

HAHAS JUZ LET EVERYONE KNOW I REALLY DO CHERISH N TREASURE HER!!!

I miss my girl girl my life's boredom without her @.@